Category Archive
The following is a list of all entries from the hillsborough category.
I’m compiling the stories in homeless period. It’s called “the homeless story”, and it will not end until the period ends (sooner, I hope!). I also have “the homeless album”, containing photos from that period, such as how did we squeeze 7 people in an NEC double room (it’s small, I tell you).
Really really hope that 3rd round result will come out soon and end this f**kin’ period. I’m tired of all these uncertainties.
Meanwhile, I already check out from NEC and now I’m staying at Tessa’s room in hall 3. Thanks a lot, Tess! 
Hopefully her roommate will check in soon so I can apply for legal squatting.
I just want a place for me to lay my head after a day. Is that much?
homeless
Yes I am still homeless. Thanks to that stupid NTU HAS cut-off point. I have no place to stay in Singapore. Tired of all the consequences. Where will I put my fridge? Where will I put my other stuffs? How will I take it there? Am I gonna get a room in the 2nd round? What if…?
My mum’s busy. My dad, as always, making things worse. My friends are also homeless. My melancholic side always put this homeless thing in my mind whenever I try to forget it for a little while. Panic panic panic.
Clearly I cannot really enjoy my holiday with all this stuffs. I should have enjoyed the scenery from the bus along the way to Brussels and Paris…but instead, I keep thinking about where will I stay after I go back to Singapore.
I am just so fed up with my school’s hostels. If they want to raise the cut-off point, they better do it in the beginning of the acad year.
A week before I return to Singapore. And yeah I’m a homeless foreigner. How desperate.
doomed
Well nothing special in my life these days…
Okay I lied.
Exam result came yesterday and it’s a disaster, as predicted. The subject I fear the most is not that disastrous but the other which I hoped for a good result turns out to be a disaster. So the conclusion is easy: I’m doomed. Not yet tell my mum about that, though. We have a more serious problem beside my doom. I’m still struggling with myself. Still thinking what will I do, to be exact, what would I suppose to feel.
I even feel that I don’t belong here. You know, with most brilliant Indonesian students. I’m not brilliant. I’m just average, or slightly above that.
Well but I do feel there’s nothing to regret. I mean, I had a tough semester. I was struggling with my love life, and thanks to God that I have found the answer. I had problems back home. On the other hand, I had a lot of fun with my close friends, which at first I never thought that I could be this close to them. I found my new interest and passion in art. My last semester was tough but I manage to pass. I should be a little pleased.
Yeah but still. Results still haunting, of course.
I’m still reading Job from the Bible. Still trying to find comfort in my mind.
As I’ve said, still struggling.
I’m praying.
Hope you guys will pray for me too.
The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
may the name of the LORD be praised.
Job 1:21
