wandering in the rain
Somehow it occurs to me that, the most blind love of all probably is the love of a guy to his football club.
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He would stay until way past midnight to just get a glimpse of how’s the match going even though he has to wake up early for work on the next day.
He would ignore his spouse’s complaints about why they never spend time together again on weekend nights.
He would still cheer for his club even though they’ve lost a lot.
He would curse the opponent players who cause them a penalty, regardless it is fair or not.
He would blame everything other than his club if they concede.
Most probably, he will not change his number one club.
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Even though the club never know who he is.
as usual,
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I always post this seating arrangements.
Comment for this sem: how I wish that the part 4th year was right. Having a graduated (and working) bf makes me want to graduate and leave this school immediately. (Yeah I know I will miss it, but I can’t help but wish).
http://wp.me/pctgH-oo
I think every semester I complained about the level of tension in the pre-exam period. (I may not say it but to my heart, and I made a slight promise to myself to reduce my complaints). Yeah and now is pre-exam period. Time really does fly.
And there come all the ‘lasts’. Last mentoring session of this semester. Last KTB session. Last PM (this week), last PU (next week).
I will miss them all during exams. During those stressful and hectic times.
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Stop complaining, grab your notes (+ snacks), and start studying, girl.
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ps: the title is the shortlink for this post.
i think they’re not kidding when they say not worrying will make you live longer
Every month he has to take a day of non-paid leave. Yesterday he said he can’t get this Friday so he applied for today. And today I’m also ‘on-leave’ 
We didn’t do anything, just chat, lunch, I took a nice nap on his air-conned room while he was reading manga, another long chat, laugh together, and not worrying a single thing about our daily life. And the last one feels so good. Really.
But yes it has to end. And start worrying for many things to come. Me with a test, a presentation, and many tasks ahead. Him with a meeting, projects, and many sites he has to go to.
labreport
Tadi gue ngumpulin lab report gue untuk semester ini. Pas uda keluar dari labnya, gue baru menyadari satu hal. Report yang ini gue bikin bener-bener sendiri gara-gara nggak ada senior yang punya contohnya. Kayaknya dari dulu nggak pernah deh bikin report tanpa contoh satupun. Report yang ini cuma 12 halaman…tapi at least gue bikin sendiri (meskipun cuma copy paste program yang dikerjain di lab). Nggak penting sih, cuma rasanya seneng aja…hehe
Yesterday was a bad day.
But at least, the hall office tested the air-con in my room for two hours. Enough time to watch some series and cry until I fell asleep. And it feels so good to curl in your bed without having to roll every short time because you feel like sweating.
I think I messed up my life bit by bit.
I even had a little fight with him yesterday. But fortunately a long long talk and ferrero rochers are just enough to finish last night nicely. Thank God for chocolates!
it was not a perfect day
Hari ini dimulai jam 7.10am, snooze alarm 2kali, mandi, trus multitasking ganti baju+makeup+siap2in tas+buka laptop kepo2 buat persiapan interview.
8.30am mulai project (session terakhir jadi ada assessment). Harus leave early due to interview jadi assessmentnya juga mesti early. Case study nggak selesai -.-”. Hhh yaudah deh 1 AU ini. Bukan report pula.
11.05am nyampe di tempat interview. Sempet rada bingung kok masuk2 adanya car park & lift barang..ckck. Yauda hajar aja naik liftnya untung bener. Nyampe di tempatnya bingung dimana mau interview secara isinya lab semua di kiri-kanan. Akhirnya sampe juga di ruangan yang bener terus mulai deh interviewnya.
Abis interview langsung pulang deh. Ganti baju terus nanti ada kuis lagi -.-”. Dingin banget lagi mengundang tidur.
2.55pm udah mesti pergi lagi buat kuis 3.30. Ga terlalu sempet belajar banyak sih abis interview itu…dan lupa bawa kotak pensil! (untung ketemu parmo…fiuhh) Bersyukur sih kuisnya lumayan manageable ^^.
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It was not a perfect day, tapi tetep banyak yang bisa disyukuri. Masih bisa merasakan penyertaan Tuhan meskipun ga sempet doa sebelom interview (baru disuru nunggu di sofa tau2 uda dipanggil -.-”). Bersyukur buat bus C yang entah kenapa sangat friendly sama gw hari ini (cepet banget datengnya). Bersyukur buat kuis yang bisa dikerjain. Bersyukur untuk cuaca yang enak banget dan gue ga sampe keujanan seharian ini. Bersyukur untuk tiap perhatian dari pacar, mama & teman2 
Bersyukur kalau kemanapun gue melihat, ada penyertaan Tuhan disitu.
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Masi ada satu hari lagi. I know I will survive. I just know.
Dan sabtunya…stomp!! 
I feel like I was being myself.
But I did not look nor sound smart.
Well maybe because I am not smart at the first place 
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one more day to go on this hectic week. *tap on own shoulder*
I may not done everything well, but at least I survived.
a kid i taught today
Today I learned that I can learn from a secondary student. Sec 2 to be exact. She’s my mentee.
As usual, today I had a mentoring session. My mentee today said she wanted to learn science. Fyi, science in secondary curriculum is like combined science, it consists physics, chem, as well as bio. She asked me to teach all of them: energy & light (physics), states of matter (chem), and ecosystem (bio).
I really literally was amazed by her. I mean, she’s so curious. I was explaining about the difference of physical change and chemical change (I said physical changes are the ones which reversible) and I was just explaining about mixing which categorized as physical changes (I give an example salt+water when you can evaporate the water and get the salt back) when suddenly she asked: “Then what about jelly? After you mix the powder with water then freeze it, can you make it back to powder and water? Is it physical or chemical?”
I was stunned. I ask my friend who also have no idea, and we both came up with an answer, “I don’t know, but I think at the first place people don’t want to turn back jelly into powder.” Which is pathetically un-science
But the next surprise from her did not take a long time after that. I was starting to explain about greenhouse effect. First I try to explain about atmosphere. I began with this: “When God created the earth, He also created atmosphere.”
I didn’t really mean anything by saying this. All I want to say is at the very beginning, the atmosphere was already there. And I was preparing to explain the use of atmosphere. Then suddenly she said, “If God created the earth, He also created human? Then why there are so many surnames and different blood types?”
(Well actually I did not see the relation between ‘God created human’ and ‘there’re so many surnames’) But anyway, I said to her, “You want me to explain that first or greenhouse effect first?” Thank God she choose to learn the greenhouse effect first.
The surname thing I can explain quite nice. Blood type thing…well I wasn’t sure if she was satisfied with my answer. But I don’t think she care about it because she just suddenly popped out questions I never thought a sec 2 student will ask.
“When you die then where will you go?”
“When you die then what will you feel?”
“What happen with the baby aborted by it’s mother?”
I constantly prayed in silence when I gave her my answers. Sadly she didn’t really care about the afterlife, but I hope someday she will.
running away
Sore sampe malem ini gue melarikan diri. Dari apa ya…well dari sekolah maybe, juga dari segala kegiatan gue. Gara-gara mesti pergi keluar buat bikin account club ditambah mendadak nggak KTB, akhirnya gue jalan-jalan sendiri, beli ini itu, cuci mata, dan menghabiskan beberapa jam dengan pacar.
I never knew it could feel so good, padahal ini bukan yang pertama kalinya gue melakukan itu semua. Maybe he was right, I need a getaway. I mean a proper getaway. But due to time constraints, these are the only things I can do. Yah itung-itung abis selesai register IA dan abis kelar assesment project.
Yah but the reality keeps rolling.
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trying to keep the spirit high.
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I didn’t say it was easy, though.
