dieses Wochenende
From my heart, I want to say thank you to my superb friends, who have made these two days super tiring yet exciting 
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Singapore Flyer was quite cool (especially with the promo), science centre was nice, and I was amazed by the ballet (this was my first time). Overall, the ballet was very nice, although I don’t really understand the flow of the story by watching the ballet alone. The male dancers were very energetic and the pas de deux of Anna & Count Vronsky at the end of act 1 were just great (well at least for me). Plus don’t forget the pas de trois of Anna, Karenin, and Count Vronsky. Love that! My personal favorite for the music is the beginning of act 2. Thumbs up! 
Danke danke danke!
regarding that post
Iya jadi gue men-delete post yang heboh itu (sampe 40 comments) dan bikin lagi yang baru dengan comments off. Kenapa sampe segitu, mainly karena pembicaraan gue dengan oknum yang dimaksud di postnya. Kita ngerasa kok post itu malah jadi fesbuk. At first we both think the post was sweet, but then orang-orang mulai komen2 kepo gitu. Ya gpp sih kepo. I mean, gue juga kepo. Tapi ya itu dia…malah jadi fesbuk dan kok malah ngomongin yang lain2.
Gue minta maaf karena suddenly menghentikan conversation yang lagi seru. Salah gue juga udah ngepost sih. I should’ve known better. Buat yang kepo, gue akan cerita kalau uda waktunya 
. Ohya dan makasih suda datang ke blog saya 
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ps: kuncup kalo mo squat japri ke msn ya
doc ock’s quote
Love should never be a secret.
If you keep something as complicated as love stored up inside…
…gonna make you sick.~Dr Otto Octavius, Spider-Man 2~
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I suddenly remember this quote in the middle of making DIP report in my friend’s house. And I found it very true. A secret as big as love will only destroy you little by little. But the world is not that easy, right? Love should not be a secret, but it might be one.
So if you don’t have to hide your feelings to the one you love, be thankful.
If you have to, think again. Is it really that you have to hide it?
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I’m blessed to be one of the first category, finally
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I said,
“Knock knock…can I come into your heart?”
“Sure,”
he said,
“…but you have to share, cause Jesus is already inside,”
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Let’s talk to the point. I’m disappointed with my results. The worst ever. Really. This time not with myself, but with my results. I mean, I know I’ve worked hard this semester.
Is it true that for every smile there is a drop of tear following? Is it true that for every sip of relief there is disappointment? Is it true that for every happiness there is sadness following?
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Well, let’s just say my effort wasn’t enough. Cannot say “gotta work harder” though, at least for now. I’m still not in the condition to make a resolution for next sem.
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But just like he said, there are so many other things to thank for. A relief, health, a place to stay, enough money in my account, lots of great friends, a lot more laughter, and of course, a marvellous God.
Please let me still be thankful. Let me still be myself. Let me still enjoy my life. And face each new day with a smile, no matter how grey the clouds are.
zwanzig
So yeah, here I am, I’m twenty now. And I have to say, even though the hours before were such a panic attack (plus I was quite sick the day before), but the first hours after were incredible, thanks to my sunshine
They said this is the age when you’re not a teenager anymore. The first year of adulthood, something I was so afraid of. The time when one has to take more responsibility. Be more mature.
Well I cannot say I’m mature. I may look tough. I may look calm sometimes. I take responsibilities. But I’m just a selfish little girl in many ways. I complain a lot, I cry a lot, I got angry a lot, and I’m still working on them. To be a better child of my Father in heaven. To be a better friend. To be a better person for others. To live a better life.
Thanks God for another year in my life. Thanks for all the blessings You’ve given me. May I always be thankful, cause Your grace is enough.
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Thanks for all the birthday wishes. They all make this day superb
Fenster zur Seele
“Mata adalah jendela jiwa” kayaknya uda sering banget didenger dimana-mana. Gatau itu kalimat asalnya dari mana, tapi belakangan ini gue suka mikir tentang jendela menjendela ini. Soalnya menurut gue, that’s very true.
Sempet baca beberapa artikel juga di internet soal ini. Ada sebuah post bagus yang menuliskan analogi mata dengan rumah dan beberapa reference dari ayat Alkitab, khususnya Amsal. Recommended.
Gue suka punya masalah dengan melihat orang eye-to-eye. Dan jujur gue in general kadang gasuka diliat langsung ke mata. It’s like…melanggar privasi. Orang bisa gampang boong dengan kata-kata, dengan perbuatan, dengan body language, dengan gesture, tapi menurut gue sorot mata itu bener-bener menggambarkan perasaan orang, at least gue (makanya untung juga ya mata cina sipit, lebih susah donk nebaknya ). Orang bisa aja tersenyum meskipun hatinya berdarah-darah, tapi sorot matanya pasti beda dengan yang bener-bener bahagia dari hati. Jadi ya of course, gue nggak mau sembarang orang tau perasaan gue lah. Only the ones I trust.
Ya jadi cuma mau bilang, kalo gue nggak ngeliat eye-to-eye saat ngomong, please don’t be offended. Ini emang masalah gue, dan ke-introvert-an gue yang suka lebay. Ini cuma gue aja yang bener-bener nggak mau orang lain tahu masalah gue, perasaan gue.
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~just a rubbish talk with myself in my head~
it’s a wonderful day
…as usual. Well I don’t think so at first, honestly. I’m tired of the project. I’m scared of the snake. I sometimes really fed up with the experiment which we have to do over and over again. I’m bored to the max. And I hate that my skin got tanned now because we often go out for the sake of the experiment.
But when I think about these days again, actually they had been marvellous. My project mates are simply fantastic. Really thankful that God in some ways, set me up with those guys. I’m thankful that the project can be done nicely. It’s not perfect, but it’s okay. We worked super hard, and we made quite a good progress. We had nice talks. We laughed a lot. We had a good time together, just like today, when we work half-day then went for buffet in Pioneer 
And don’t forget by the time I finish the project everyday, I have a nice single room to rest. A roof over my head. A private place. And fluffy pillows to make my sleep even more comfortable.
There’s my sunshine also, who’s always there through his short messages and all others. Most of them might be unimportant but they had succesfully brighten my days ^^
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Stay thankful, be blessed to bless others.
snake!
Yak jadi hari ini tuh gue DIP lagi dengan groupmates gue tercinta. Mau nambah data gitu makanya kita ke MacRitchie Reservoir (minggu kemaren kan kita uda kesana trus datanya kurang kata si profesor. Yaudalah kita kesana lagi.)
Hari ini MacRitchie rada becek gitu di spot minggu kemaren, jadi kita pilih lokasi lain, yang lebih jauh dari jalan masuknya. Jadi kita baru aja nyelesein eksperimen ke-6 dan lagi set up untuk yang ke-7 ketika suddenly gue denger bunyi kecipak gitu. Pas liat ke sumber suara, ternyata ada gitu kyk ada sesuatu bergejolak di tengah danau…approx 20 meter kali ya dari tempat kita.
Spontan kita semua ngeliat ke tepian, sapa tau ada orang gitu yang ngelemparin batu gede ato semacemnya. Eh ternyata nggak ada orang, dan gejolaknya rada kelamaan kalo cuma hasil lemparan gitu. Kita uda yakin itu pasti makhluk hidup. Mulai serem kalo-kalo itu orang nyemplung. Then suddenly it stopped.
Trus salah satu dari kita, Kenny, ngelemparin ranting yang rada tebel gitu ke danau. Then tau-tau aja muncul bubble2 gitu, then ternyata itu ULER!! Item gitu gede (gue nggak liat sih, tapi Monci ngeliat). Katanya big enough to kill. Dan CEPET banget. Tadi kan gue bilang jaraknya 20 meteran. Tau-tau aja uda less than 5 metres. Matilah. Spontan kita semua teriak2 then ngambil semua barang terus lari sebisa-bisanya (jalannya berlumpur dan berbatu gitu).
Bener-bener nggak mikir apa-apa pas lari. Pokoknya cepet lari sampe keluar dari reservoir ini. Save yourself. Pas sampe di bustop barulah kita semua bisa mikir. Dan ngerasa bener-bener kita masih diberkati Tuhan. Bersyukur kita semua bisa bergerak lumayan cepet. Bersyukur tu uler lagi nangkep ikan yang menggeliat2 gitu jadi kita bisa nyadar ada sesuatu di danau. Bersyukur kita tadi rame-rame jadi bisa saling membantu. Bersyukur kita semua bisa selamat.
Terimakasih, Bapa
teruntuk sang matahari
Aku, sebuah satelit biasa
kecil, dingin, lemah, tanpa asa
Dia, sang matahari yang bersinar begitu terang
penuh energi, penuh kehidupan
sinarnya yang membuatku terpikat
menarikku mendekat begitu kuat
kurasakan perlahan aku meleleh, melebur
saat makin dekat aku padanya
aku tahu aku akan hancur
menjadi debu kosmik di tata surya
namun aku tak kuasa
melawan terang sang matahari
aku tak ingin menolak pesonanya
yang telah membuatku jatuh hati
biarlah aku hancur tanpa sisa
jika itu berarti makin dekat ke sisinya
biarlah aku menikmati saat aku didekatnya
meskipun mungkin saat ku tersadar ku telah tiada
