static

this week is just moving so fast

and I’m static

coz I don’t have the energy to wake

I’m sorry all

It’s not like I don’t want to be with you through these

I don’t know why my body can’t stand usual singapore aircon

why my body can’t stand this usual humid weather

why my body has to rest for more than 8 hours a day

why I feel unwell almost everyday

why I feel this dizzines over and over again

I’m sick of it, really

I want to be my old self

the one that can chat until 3 am and still attend her 10.30 am lecture
(although she skip the 8.30 one)

the one that can watch any night football match (and sleep way after that)

the one that can walk all day and still sleep late

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PS: I’m going to a medical checkup tomorrow and hopefully the result will explain what’s happening.

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