i want to be that girl

Hanya tiga puluh sekian hari
waktu yang singkat, bukan?
tapi sudah cukup untuk merubah banyak hal

Sebulan lalu aku mendapat setumpuk kertas
dari empat puluh tiga temanku
mereka menuliskan kesan mereka terhadapku
mereka bilang aku aktif, aku supel
mereka bilang aku menyenangkan, aku lucu
mereka bilang aku ceria
mereka bilang mereka senang mengobrol denganku
mereka bilang mereka senang mengenalku

I look at myself in the mirror
And I cannot believe a word they said about me
It only takes thirty something days
to get me back to my old self
the original me
a cold, quiet, lonely girl
melancholic and unfriendly
anti-social
who cannot even stick to her own plans for herself
slack all day and cannot resist the temptations

I want to be that girl
the one they described on those papers
the one they remember
the one they like
the girl inside me

I want to be that girl

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