Posted by: livergirl on: November 29, 2008
ISCF peeps, thank you so much for all your thank-you cards. Words can never be enough to tell how much I thank you all, especially in this exam period. Thank you for passing God’s love to me
Posted by: livergirl on: November 27, 2008
semester lalu aku pusing karena banyak masalah
semester ini kurasakan Dia menuntunku menemukan jalan keluar
semester lalu aku belajar sendirian
semester ini aku berkumpul saat belajar, menikmati kasih dariNya lewat mereka semua
semester lalu hatiku menangis begitu aku keluar dari exam hall
semester ini, betapapun gagalnya, aku bisa tersenyum dan mengucap syukur
semester lalu aku menyalahkan diriku ketika aku merasa gagal
semester [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 26, 2008
senyum terus-terusan
senyumnya terlihat lebih cerah dan lebih tulus
tiba-tiba punya waktu luang banyak
kamar lebih rapi
jadi full-timer pasukan doa iscf
nggak ada di bench saat jam kerja
pakaian tidak terlalu gembel
lingkaran hitam di bawah mata memudar
lebih ansos, terkadang ditemukan ngautis di ADM library (kalo lagi cui) atau HMV Orchard (kalo lagi hedon)
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intinya, saya sudah kelar exam!!
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mari mengatur [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 25, 2008
Yep. I’ve finished it. My last paper for this sem, 2006, has just passed. I’ve lost quite some marks, and maybe for some people, what I’ve done is definitely not satisfying. But I’m glad. I’ve done (almost) my best, and this sem I learned a lot to not worry about my papers. The important thing [...]
Quote of the day:
Nasi memang sudah menjadi bubur, tapi buburnya masih bisa dibikin bubur ayam
~ Pr. Chandra
Terjemahannya kira-kira, meskipun kita udah terlanjur berbuat kesalahan dan berdosa, tapi kalau kita menyesal dan memohon ampun dengan sepenuh hati, Dia tetap memakai kita menjadi berkat.
Posted by: livergirl on: November 22, 2008
This exam period is killing me slowly, physically, mentally, (but hopefully not spiritually ).
Kepala gue rasanya berat banget begitu bangun tidur. Gue pikir cuma biasalah badan gue lagi manja jadi harus dipaksain untuk bangun, mandi, trus mugging.
Ternyata emang gue harus lebih peka terhadap keadaan badan gue sendiri. Gue nggak nyadar kalo badan gue [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 22, 2008
Today,
I feel like I’m not myself
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I’ve said things which I didn’t really mean to
I’ve done things which I think I shouldn’t do
I lied, to myself and to some other people
I feel like I kinda lose control of my mind
I’ve done ‘good’ things, but with wrong motivation
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What’s happening to me?
*hoping that this will end as soon [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 21, 2008
Sebenernya pengen nulis ini kemaren segera setelah pulang dari bench. Tapi apa daya udah tepar banget
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Puji syukur bagi Bapa di surga kalo gue boleh menyelesaikan minggu ini. Well okelah sekarang baru hari jumat, tapi buat gue sekarang gue udah bisa bernafas lega.
Apa sebab?
Gue baru saja mencetak rekor pribadi terbaru: menyelesaikan 4 exam paper [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 17, 2008
ini rekor tercepat pulang gue dari belajar di bench. Biasanya baru pulang sekitar jam 1-2am.
Update kondisi sampai saat ini (Nov 17th, 10pm):
biological clock konstan, tidur cukup, makan 3x sehari
dihinggapi serangga di bench berakibat benjolan kecil keras di kulit. dan gatel >.<
jerawat mengganas
kadang-kadang mulai sakit tenggorokan dan panas kalo udah lewat midnight di bench. tapi biasanya [...]
Posted by: livergirl on: November 15, 2008
Prayers in a day (normal days non Sundays)
morning prayer
lunch
dinner
end of day reflection
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Prayers in a day (during Exam Period, but not on Exam Day)
Morning prayer (mine is…usually very short)
Before start mugging
Lunch
~~~~~mugmugmugmug~~~~~
Beginning of Exam Prayer Meeting (EPM)
Before reflection @ EPM
After reflection
Sharing session
Contemplating
End of EPM
Dinner
~~~~~mugmugmugmugmug~~~~~
End of day reflection
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Prayers in a day (on Exam Day. Let’s say the exam [...]